Will never forgive you

For every hug that I crave and need
For every pat on my back that I deserve
For all the gifts of love I desire
For all the tears I want you to wipe away
I will never forgive you…
For leaving me alone.

For the accolades I win
For the degrees I graduate
For the time when my heart is broken
For the time when I want to share my joy
I will never forgive you…
For leaving me alone.

For the future untold
For the years ahead
For the respect of my husband still unknown
For the love of my children unborn
I will never forgive you…
For leaving me alone.

For giving me this sadness
For taking away my security
For the vulnerability I feel
For the loneliness that haunts me
I will never forgive you…
For leaving me alone.

Dad I love you for the life you gave me
Dad I love you for the name people call me
Dad I love you for my mother so good
Dad I love you for my brother so little and pure
But…
I will never forgive you…
For leaving me alone.
For dying, will never forgive you.